Is that you always always always kept my best interests at heart.
No matter how much pain it put you through, you kept how you felt to yourself until me and him were over.
You didn’t deliberately jeopardize my relationship with him, because it was what made me happy at the time.
You respected my wishes not to deliberately aggravate him, because it was what I wanted.
You only ever told me straight out that I shouldn’t be with him very, very few times; those times I was crying my eyes out to you and saying how much he was hurting me.
You went out of your way so so so much to make me happy.
I honestly respect you and still love you so incredibly much for all you did for me; for your endless attempts to make me happy.